Gianni’s last e-mail to his grandmother, Mimi

To his grandma, Mimi

——– Original message ——–

From: Gianni Manganelli Date:03/24/2014 6:48 PM (GMT-08:00) To: Madeleine Mulkern Subject: Hello From Your Grandson

Hello Mimi!

Dad said you were still trying to figure out how to send me emails but you are able to read my emails, so that’s good 🙂 Don’t worry too much about sending me emails. Please send me one when you can 😀 but don’t stress too much over it. It’s alright, I know you love me!!

I miss you very much. I miss California especially. Things are cold and dreary here in Washington, D.C. The people are not so nice sometimes. They seem to prefer to take advantage of a person than to first become friends with that person. I have to be constantly on my toes here or I sink and drown. I’m feeling emotionally vulnerable.

I’m not really sure what I want to do with my life at all. The world seems so cold, dark, and scary. There’s danger around every corner. Sometimes I can’t see god any where, but I know God’s always there. It’s not always easy to carry faith, though. Especially when the world keeps on kicking a person down every day.

I don’t know what kind of a job I’d like to do after I graduate. I really don’t know. The only thing I know that I love to do is practice the electric bass guitar. Maybe if I work really, really hard at it, someday I can make a living from practicing bass guitar. I wouldn’t count on it, though. That’s why I’m motivated to get my math degree, so I can fall back on it if I need to.

Right now, I’m just happy I can have access to food, dry shelter, and a comfortable bed. I’m also happy I have family like you–people who care about me deeply. More than just trying to make me into someone I’m not, I’ve always felt that you’ve let me find out who I am inside.

Thank you for being a wonderful, amazing grandmother. I love you very deeply and I thank God for you. I hope you are doing well. With much love,

Your Grandson

Gianni

To his grandma, Mimi

To his grandma, Mimi

 

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